Full, sick, sucking in and suffocating,
Tell me this was worth it.
The fear, the sadness, the loneliness,
Screaming for forgiveness.
Sins of the flesh, faults of my mind,
The anarchy of normality,
The emptiness of sanity,
The harrowing cries on deafened ears.
My bodys my betrayal,
My base transgressions
My desire to destroy,
The will to die.
I fall asleep with dreams of starvation
And hospital beds
Of IV tubes and doctors notes,
A semi-existence
The final proof
That what Ive done.
Is enough.














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